Special - Teksty

On a dark night shining with the light from the sun
The sun doesn't give light to the moon
Assuming the moon's going to owe it one
It makes me think of how you act to me
You do favors and then rapidly
You just turn around and start asking me about
Things you want back from me pre

I'm sick of the tension, sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place to feed your greed
While I find a place to rest

I want to be in another place
I hate when you say you don't understand
(You'll see it's not meant to be)
I want to be in the energy, not with the enemy
A place for my head

Maybe someday I'll be just like you, and
Step on people like you do and
Run away the people I thought I knew
I remember back then who you were
You used to be calm, used to be strong
Used to be generous, but you should've known
That you'd wear out your welcome
Now you see how quiet it is, all alone pre

chorus (2x)

You try to take the best of me
Go away (8x)



I want to be in another place
I hate when you say you don't understand
(You'll see it's not meant to be)
I want to be in the energy, not with the enemy
A place for my head

'Forgotten'

From the top to the bottom
Bottom to top I stop
At the core I've forgotten
In the middle of my thoughts
Taken far from my safety
The picture is there
The memory won't escape me
But why should I care (2x)

There's a place so dark you can't see the end
(Skies cock back) and shock that which can't defend
The rain then sends dripping acidic questions
Forcefully, the power of suggestion
Then with the eyes tightly shut
looking thought the rust and rotten dust
A spot of light floods the floor
And pours over the rusted world of pretend
The eyes ease open and its dark again

Chorus : From the top to the bottom ..

In the memory you'll find me
Eyes burning up
The darkness holding me tightly
Until the sun rises up

Moving all around
Screaming of the ups and downs
Pollution manifested in perpetual sound
The wheels go round and the sunset creeps past the
Street lamps, chain-link, and concrete
A little piece of paper with a picture drawn
Floats on down the street till the wind is gone
The memory now is like the picture was then
When the paper's crumpled up it can't be perfect again

Chorus (x2)



In the memory ..

Now you got me caught in the act You bring the thought back
I'm telling you that
I see it right through you (x7)

In the memory ... (x2)




'Cure For The Itch'

Folks, we have
A very special guest
For you tonight
I'd like to introduce:
Mr. Hahn
Let's hear it for
The great Mr. Hahn

And now a lesson in
Rhythm management
Let's begin

All right now,
Wasn't that fun?
Let's try something else


'Pushing Me Away'

I've lied to you
The same way that I always do
This is the last smile
That I'll fake for the sake of being with you

(Everything falls apart,
even the people who never frown eventually break down)
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
(Everything has to end,
you'll soon find we're out of time
left to watch it all unwind)
The sacrifice is never knowing

Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me
pushes me away

I've tried like you
To do everything you wanted too
This is the last time
I'll take the blame for the sake of being with you

(Everything falls aparat...)

Chorus : (2x)

(We're all out of time,
this is how we find how it all unwinds)
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
(We're all out of time,
this is how we find how it all unwinds)
The sacrifice is never knowing

Chorus (2x)

Pushes me away...(2x)



Reanimation

Pts.Of.Athrty

Yo, yo, forfeit the game
Before somebody else
Takes you out of the frame
And puts your name to shame
Cover up your face
You can't run the race
The pace is too fast
You just won't last,
won't last, won't last...You love the way I look at you
While taking pleasure in the awful things
you put me through
You take away if I give in
My life, my pride is brokenYou like to think you're never wrong
(You like to think your never wrong)
You have to act like you're someone
(You have to act like you're someone)
You want someone to hurt like you
(You want someone to hurt like you)
You want to share what you've been through
(To live what you've learned)

You love the things I say I'll do
The way I'll hurt myself again
just to get back at you
You take away when I give in
My life, my pride is broken

You like to think you're never wrong
(You like to think your never wrong)
You have to act like you're someone
(You have to act like you're someone)
You want someone to hurt like you
(You want someone to hurt like you)
You want to share what you've been through
(To live what you've learned)Yo, yo, forfeit the game
Before somebody else
Takes you out of the frame
And puts your name to shame
Cover up your face
You can't run the race
The pace is too fast
You just won't last (2x)You like to think you're never wrong
(You like to think your never wrong)
You have to act like you're someone
(You have to act like you're someone)
You want someone to hurt like you
(You want someone to hurt like you)
You want to share what you've been through
(To live what you've learned) (2x)


P5hng Me A*wy

[Stephen]
When I look into your eyes,
theirs nothing there to see,
nothing but my own mistakes staring back at me.

[Mike]
(backwords)
Everything Falls apart,
even the people who never frown,
eventually break down,
everything has to end,
you'll soon find were out of time
left to watch it all unwind,
everything falls apart,
even the people who never frown
eventually break down (backwords)

[Chester]
Ive lied to you,
this is the last smile
that I'll fake for the sake of being with you

[Mike]
Everything Falls apart,
even the people who never frown,
eventually break down,
everything has to end, youll soon find
we're out of time,
(for the sake of being with you)
left to watch it all unwind,
Everything falls apart,
even the people who never
frown eventually break down

[Chester]
The sacrifice is never knowing
Why I stay with you,
just push away,
no matter what you see,
your still so blind, to me,
(more stuff backwords,
to lazy to figure out,
I'll edit this later)
I've tried like you,
to do everything you wanted to,
this is the last time
I'll take the blame
for the sake of being with you.

[Mike]
Everything Falls apart,
even the people who never frown,
eventually break down,
(The sacrifice of hiding in a lie)
everything has to end,
you ll soon find we're out of time,
left to watch it all unwind

[Chester]
The sacrifice is never knowing
why I stay with you,
just push away,
no matter what you see,
your still so blind,
to me.

[Stephen]
Reverse phycology,
is failing miserably,
its so hard to be left all alone,
telling you is the only chance for me,
theres nothing left but to turn and face you,
when I look into your eyes,
theirs nothing there to see,
nothing but own mistakes staring back at me,
Asking why....

[Chester]
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie,
the sacrifice is never knowing
why I stay with you,
just push away,
no matter what you see,
your still so blind to me.
Asking why I stay with you,
just push away,
no matter what you see,
your still so blind to me



Plc.4 Mie Haed

[Chester]
I wanna be in another place,
I hate when you say you dont understand,
I wanna be in the energy,
right with the enemy,
a place for my head.

[Mike]
I watch how the moon sits in the sky on a dark night,
shining with the light from the sun,
the sun doesnt give light to the moon,
assuming the moons gonna owe it one,
and makes think of how you act to me,
you do favors that rapidly,
you just turn around and start asking me
about things you want back from me,
Im sick of the tension,
sick of the hunger,
sick of you acting like I owe you this,
find another place to feed your greed,
while I find a place to rest,
Im sick of the tension,
sick of the hunger,
sick of you acting like I owe you this,
find another place to feed your greed,
while I find a place to rest.

[Chester]
I wanna be in another place,
I hate when you say you dont understand,
I wanna be in the energy,
right with the enemy,
a place for my head. (x2)
I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna ..[Zion]
Two, Two, Three, Three, Ya, Ya, Ya, Gimme ???

[Chester]
I wanna be in another place,
I hate when you say you dont understand,
I wanna be in the energy,
right with the enemy,
a place for my head.
You try to get the best of me,
go away, go away, go away,

you try to take the best of me,
go away x8





X-Ecutioner Style

[Chairman Hahn]
Wasn't that fun, lets try something else?[Black Thought]
45 caliber killer without of the filla
Elevated Show your brothas how your not a gorilla
Smooth talking fully automatic weapon constiller
Taste thrilla, great filler
Hit him with the bounce stiller
Filthy stinking standing on the side grounded
Still be sinking submerging in the parks
Still be linking plucked beats when it starts
Hope your thinking its not a mirage
Ifm living up off tracks from out of the garage
Well if you could duck but its hard to dodge
In the back of that spine where my darkness lies
Flippin straight up ripping apart your squad
X-Ecutioner's Style cuts and blends
Like a syringe banging you in each of your limbs
See me coming through your party hard
Without no body guard
Smoking something, stomping on each of your toes
I'm the B to the L to the A to the C King
And when it comes to planning the Thought,
keeping thinking this




H! Vltg3

[Chester]
Sometimes, sometimes, sometimes, sometimes....

[Mike]
Hybrid
I've been diggin into crates ever since I was livin in space
Before the rat race, before monkeys human traits
I mastered numerology, big bang theology
performed lobotomies with telekinetic psychology
Invented the mic so I can start blessin it
Chin-checkin' kids to make my point like an impressionist
Many men have tried to shake us
But I twist mic chords like double helixes
to show them what I'm made of
I buckle knees like leg braces,
cast a spell of instrumentalist
on all of you MCs who hate us
So you can try on,
leave you without a shoulder to cry on
From now to infinite, let icon be bygones
I fire bombs, ghostly notes haunt this
I tried threats, but moved on to a promise
I stomp shit with or without an accomplice
And run the gauntlet with whoever that wants this

High voltage
This is the unforgettable sound
High voltage
Bringin you up and takin you down
High voltage
Comin at you from every side
High voltage
Making the rythm and rhyme collide

[Mike]
I've put a kink in the backbones, of clones with microphones
Never satisfied my rhymes jones
Spraying bright day over what you might say
My blood types krylon, Technicolor type A
On highways write with road rage
Cages of wind, And cages of tin,
that bounce all around
Surround sound, devouring the scenes
Subliminal gangrene paintings, over all the same things
Sing songs karaoke copy bullshit
Break bones verbally
with sticks and stones tactics
Forth dimension, compact convention
Write rhymes with ease
while the track stands at attention
Meant to put you away with the pencil
Pistol, official, sixteen line, a rhyme missile
While you risk your all I pick out at your flaws
Singing rah blah, blah, blah you can say you saw

High voltage
This is the unforgettable sound
High voltage
Bringin you up and takin you down
High voltage
Comin at you from every side
High voltage
Making the rythm and rhyme collide (2x)

[Pharoahe Monch]
Who's the man, demanding you hand over your land Rover
the man's bolder than the Pharoahe
when he jams you glance over
I am visclorosuos, the most ferocious
When I spy my third eye it's extremely high voltage
That's why I need ruby quartz glasses,
cause when I glance theres a chance
That I might blast the masses
Subliminals transmitted through piano
Integrated in flow, calculated to nano
I use skills when I need pleas
heats the rhyme I hear when
I bleed as I proceed through time
I walk through walls and inanimate obstacles
By enducing the reduction of cells and molecules
I bring the knowledge you swallow a state that's a hologram
I botch your head, faten your lip like collagen
The telepath delivers verses with no postage
Mike Shinoda, Pharoahe Monche we high voltage

High voltage
This is the unforgettable sound
High voltage
Bringin you up and takin you down
High voltage
Comin at you from every side
High voltage
Making the rythm and rhyme collide (2x)



[Riff Raff]

Next message

Hey Mike
What's up this is Ron Riff Raff seeing
What's happening
Just touching base
Seeing how your Easter went
Um just seeing if you're gonna
See Joe sometime soon too
Cause he's got my keyboard
That i've been trying to get back
I've been trying to call him
And he hasn't been returning my messages
I'm seeing what the best angle is
To get him, get it back


Wth>You

[Chester]
Come one!!

[Mike]
I woke up in a dream today
to the cold of the static, put my cold feet on the floor
forgot all about yesterday
remembering I'm pretending to be where I'm not anymore
a little taste of hypocrisy
and I'm left in the wake of the mistake slow to react
even though you're so close to me
you're still so distant and I can't bring you back

[Chester]
It's true the way I feel
was promised by your face
the sound of your voice
painted on my memories
even if you're not with me
I'm with you

You now I see keeping everything inside
With you
You now I see even when I close my eyes
With you (2x)

[Mike]
I hit you and you hit me back
we fall to the floor the rest of the day stands still
fine line between this and that
but when things go wrong I pretend that the past isn't real
I'm trapped in this memory
and I'm left in the wake of the mistake slow to react
even though you're close to me
you're still so distant and i can't bring you back

[Chester]
it's true the way I feel
was promised by your face
the sound of your voice
painted on my memories
even if you're not with me
I'm with you

You now I see keeping everything inside
With you
You now I see even when I close my eyes
With you (2x)

[Aceyalone]
I won't let you control my fate
while I'm holding the weight
of the world on my conscience
I won't just sit here and wait
While you weighing your options
you're making a fool of me
you didn't dare try to say
that you don't care you solemnly
swear not to follow me there
It ain't like me to beg on my knees
oh, please, oh baby,
please that's not how I'm doing things
no I'm not upset, no I'm not angry
I know love is love, love sometimes it pains me
With or without you I'll always be with you
you'll never forget me, I'm keeping you with me
won't let you take me to the end
of my rope while you burn
and torture my soul
No I'm not your puppet and no,
no, no I won't let you go

[Chester]
No matter how far we've come
I can't wait to see tomorrow
no matter how far we've come
I can't wait to see tomorrow
with you

You now I see keeping everything inside
With you
You now I see even when i close my eyes
With you (2x)

Ppr:Kut

[Mike]
Why does it feel like night today,
something in here's not right today
Why I am so uptight today,
paranoia's all I got left
I don't know what stressed me first
or how the pressure was fed
But I know just what it feels like
to have a voice in the back of my head
Like a face that I hold inside,
a face that awakes when I close my eyes
Face that watches every time I lie,
face that laughs every time I fall
and watches everything
So I know that when its time to sink or swim
The face inside is hearing me
right beneath my skin

[Chester]
Its like I'm
paranoid looking over my back
Its like a
whirlwind inside of my head
Its like I
can't stop what I'm hearing within
Its like
the face inside is right beneath my skin

[Rasco]
Hey yo,
here we go again with the pain
I feel isn't real but in my mind
But I find myself in places with names,
but not faces
My memory races at speeds hundred degrees
My soul it bleeds devil
must have planted the seed
Now it feels like my backs against the wall,
I'm taking the fall
Whenever I call nobody's responding at all
But I don't know who I could trust
they screaming my name
I need somebody to help me out of the flame

[Planet Asia]
All I'm trying to do is just master me
all I want to do is smoke a blaster beat
but something keeps talking to me consciously
responsibly it keeps haunting me
From dusk till dawn
Everything has something for ya
That voice inside of your head
got you projecting Paranoia!
cold sweat shining on your face
exposing your purpose and if I
ripped off your skin
I'll probably find another verse
Its nothing worse than
trying to bring yourself up back from the dead
so I advise you listen to
that voice in the back of your head

[Chester]
Its like I'm
paranoid looking over my back
Its like a
whirlwind inside of my head
Its like I
can't stop what I'm hearing within
Its like
the face inside is right beneath my skin (2x)

[Mike]
The face inside is right beneath your skin (4x)

[Chester]
The sun goes down
I feel the light betray me
The sun goes down

[Mike]
Its like I'm Parnoid!

[Chester]
I feel the light betray me
The sun ahhhhhhhhhh

[Mike]
Its like I'm
paranoid looking over my back
Its like a
whirlwind inside of my head
Its like I
can't stop what I'm hearing within
Its like
the face inside is right beneath my skin (2x)



Rnw@y

[Chester]
Graffiti Skies<

[Phoenix Orion]
I don't think y'all ready
Yo I don't think y'all ready

[Chester]
Graffiti decorations under a sky of grey
this constant apprehension still giving me away
the lessons I have forgotten
in spite of all I've learned
now I find myself in question
Mike: they point the finger at me again
Chester: Guilty by association
Mike: you point the finger at me again

[Chester]
I wanna runaway (I wanna runaway)
I wanna know the truth(I wanna know the truth)
I wanna know the answers (I wanna know the answers)
I wanna shut the door (and open up my mind)
and open up my mind

Paperbags and angry voices under a sky of grey
this constant apprehension wont seem to go away
all my talk of starting over
these words were never true
now I find myself in question

Point the finger at me again
Guilty by association
Point the finger at me again

[Chester]
I wanna runaway (I wanna runaway)
I wanna know the truth (I wanna know the truth)
I wanna know the answers (I wanna know the answers)
I wanna shut the door (and open up my mind)
and open up my mind

[Mike]
Gonna runwaway gonna runaway

[Phoenix Orion]
Yall not ready
Hey yo I don't think your all ready for what I am about to do
You all new schooled dudes that don't even got no clue
How dare you forget about Bam and Zulu
Cool Herc and Jazzy Jay they paved the way
Let me spit at you all who said I wasn't going to make it
Every time I blazed, you all the first to hate it
My team really keep supreme to stay strong
That's the true serious son, they're scared to put us on
Cant get with hybrids get off your hiatus
Too many asrtists dieing for us so I got to blaze it
Still repping BK, Brooklyn and Vietnam
Hell Fighting families and Aceyalone
Banging in the backyard on the LP song
I'm the new communicate, Phoenix Orion!!!

[Chester]
I wanna runaway (I wanna runaway)
I wanna know the truth (I wanna know the truth)
I wanna know the answers (I wanna know the answers)
I wanna shut the door (and open up my mind)


My{Dsmbr

This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear

This is my December
This is my snow covered home
This is my December
This is me alone

(And I)
Just wish that I didn't feel,
like there was something I missed
(And I)
Take back all the things I said
to make you feel like that
(And I)
Just wish that I didn't feel,
like there was something I missed
(And I)
Take back all the things that I said to you

And I'd give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to

This is my December
These are my snow covered trees
This is me pretending
This is all I need

(And I)
Just wish that I didn't feel,
like there was something I missed
(And I)
Take back all the things I said
to make you feel like that
(And I)
Just wish that I didn't feel,
like there was something I missed
(And I)
Take back all the things that I said to you

And I'd give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to

This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear

Give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to
Give it all away (2x)



[Stef]

Next Message

Yo what up it's Stef
Call me up
I'm going to be in town all this week.
So uh
If you wanna get that track taken care of
Let me know
Call me on my cell alright
Late




By_Myslf

[Chester]
Myself!
Myself!

[Mike]
What do I do to ignore them behind me?
Do I follow my instincts blindly?
Do I hide my pride, from these bad dreams
And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?
Do I sit here and try to stand it?
Or do I try to catch them red-handed?
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness,
Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness?
Because I can't hold on when I'm stretched so thin
I make the right moves but I'm lost within
I put on my daily facade but then
I just end up getting hurt again

By myself (Myself)
I ask why
But in my mind I find I can't rely on myself (Myself)
I ask why
But in my mind I find I cant rely on myself

[Chester]
I can't look around Its too much to take in
I can't hold on, When I'm stretched so thin
I can't slow down, Watching everything spin
I can't look past, Its starting over again
Mike: If I turn my back I'm defenseless
And to go blindly seems senseless
If I hide my pride and let it all go on then they'll
Take from me till everything is gone
If I let them go I'll be outdone
But if I try to catch them I'll be outrun
If I'm killed by the questions like a cancer
Then I'll be buried in the silence of the answer

By Myself (Myself)
I ask why
But in my mind I find I can't rely on myself (Myself)
I ask why
But in my mind I find I cant rely on myself

[Chester]
I can't look around, Its too much to take in
I can't hold on, When I'm stretched so thin
I can't slow down, Watching everything spin
I can't look past, Its starting over again

Chester: Don't You (repeated over and over again)
Chester: KNOW!
Mike: I cant tell you how to make it
Chester: Go!
Mike: NO matter what I do, how hard I
Chester: TRY!
Mike: I cant seem to convince myself


Kyur4 Th Ich

I'd like to introduce

We here, we here, we here, we here..
At the sound institute of invention
Of reliable audio weapon system
Let's, let's try, let's try
Let's try something else
Folks we have a very special guest
For you tonight...
Break it down
Using the waves of sound
A true master paralyze's his opponent
Leaving him vulnerable to an attack
Mr. Hahn





1stp Klosr

[Chester]
I'm about to break...
I'm about to break..
Need room to breathe (x3)

I cannot take this anymore.
Saying everything I said before.
All these words they make no sense,
I find bliss in ignorance,
The less I hear the less you say,
You'll find that out anyway.
I find the answers aren't so clear.
wish I could find a way to disappear
All these thoughts they make no sense,
I find bliss in ignorance,
Nothing seems to go away,
Over and over again (x3)

Just Like Before...

Everything you say to me
...and I'm about to break!
I need a little room to breathe
...and I'm about to break!
Everything you say to me
...and I'm about to break!
I need a little room to breathe
...And I'm about to BREAK!

[Jonathan]
These are the places where I can feel
Torn from my body, my flesh it peels...
During this frightly concurring balmy night...
Waiting alone, I cannot resist.
Filling this hate I have never missed.
Raise up my memory, a reason to rip off my face.
Blood is pouring
and pouring (9x)

SHUT UP WHEN I'M TALKING TO YOU! SHUT UP!
Jonathan: And it's pouring!
Chester: SHUT UP!
Jonathan: And it's pouring!
Chester: SHUT UP!
Jonathan: And it's pouring!
Chester: SHUT UP WHEN I'M TALKING TO YOU SHUT UP!
Jonathan: And it's pouring!
Chester: SHUT UP!
Jonathan: And it's pouring!
Chester: SHUT UP!
Jonathan: And it's pouring!
Chester: SHUT UP...I'm about to break!

Everything you say to me
...and I'm about to break!
I need a little room to breathe
...and I'm about to break!
Everything you say to me
...and I'm about to break!

I need a little room to breathe
And I'm about to... Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the Edge...
I'm about to break!
I need a little room to breathe
...Cause I'm one step closer to the Edge
...and I'm about to break!
Everything you say to me
...Takes me one step closer to the Edge
...I'm about to break!
I need a little room to breathe
...Cause I'm one step closer to the Edge
...and I'm about to...

Krwlng

Crawling in my skin
Without a sense of confidence
Consuming, confusing
Crawling in my skin
Without a snece of confidence
I'm convinced that there's
just too much prssure too take
There's something inside me
that pulls beneath the surface

[Aaron]
Crawling In my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

[Chester]
There's something inside me
that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming, confusing
This lack of self control
I fear is never ending
Controlling

I can't seem
To find myself again
My walls are closing in
(Without a sense of confidence
I'm convinced that there's
just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
So insecure

[Aaron and Chester]
Crawling In my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

Discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me
Distracting, reacting
Against my will I stand beside my own reflection
It's haunting how I can't seem..

To find myself again
My walls are closing in
(Without a sense of confidence
I'm convinced that there's
just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
So insecure

[Mike]
Without a sense of confidence
i'm convinced that theres
just too much pressure to take (4x)
[Aaron and Chester]
Crawling In my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real (2x)

Meteora

'Don't Stay'

Sometimes I
Need to remember just to breathe
Sometimes I
Need you to stay away from me
Sometimes I'm
In disbelief I didn't know
Somehow I
Need you to go

Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
[Just give me myself back and]
Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
[Just give me myself back and]
Don't stay

Sometimes I
Feel like I trusted you too well
Sometimes I
Just feel like screaming at myself
Sometimes I'm
In disbelief I didn't know
Somehow I
Need to be alone

Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
[Just give me myself back and]
Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
[Just give me myself back and]
Don't stay

I don't need you anymore
I don't want to be ignored
I don't need one more day
Of you wasting me away

I don't need you anymore
I don't want to be ignored
I don't need one more day
Of you wasting me away
With no apologies

Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
[Just give me myself back and]
Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
[Just give me myself back and]
Don't stay
Don't stay
Don't stay

'Somewhere I Belong'

When this began
I had nothing to say
And I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me
I was confused
And I let it all out to find /that I'm
Not the only person with these things in mind
Inside of me
But all the vacancy the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I've got left to feel
Nothing to lose
Just stuck/hollow and alone
And the fault is my own
And the fault is my own

I want to heal
I want to feel
What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I've held so long
[Erase all the pain 'til it's gone]
I want to heal
I want to feel
Like I'm close to something real
I want to find something i've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

And I've got nothing to say
I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face
I was confused
Looking everywhere/only to find that it's
Not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
So what am I
What do I have but negativity
'Cause I can't justify the
Way everyone is looking at me
Nothing to lose
Nothing to gain/hollow and alone
And the fault is my own
The fault is my own

I want to heal
I want to feel
What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I've held so long
[Erase all the pain 'til it's gone]
I want to heal
I want to feel
Like I'm close to something real
I want to find something i've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

I will never know
Myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel
Anything else until my wounds are healed
I will never be
Anything 'til I break away from me
And I will break away
I'll find myself today

I want to heal
I want to feel
What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I've held so long
[Erase all the pain 'til it's gone]
I want to heal
I want to feel
Like I'm close to something real
I want to find something i've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

I want to heal
I want to feel like I'm
Somewhere i belong
I want to heal
I want to feel like I'm
Somewhere i belong
Somewhere i belong



'Lying From You'

When I pretend
Everything is what I want it to be
I look exactly like what you had always
Wanted to see
When I pretend
I can forget about the criminal I am
Stealing second after second just 'cause
I know I can/But
I can't pretend this is the way
It will stay/I'm just
Trying to bend the truth
I can't pretend I'm who you want me to be
So I'm

Lying my way from you

[No/no turning back now]
I wanna be pushed aside
So let me go
[No/no turning back now]
Let me take back my life
I'd rather be all alone
[No turning back now]
Anywhere on my own
'Cause I can see
[No/no turning back now]
The very worst part of you
Is me

I remember what they taught to me
Remember condescending talk
Of who I ought to be
Remember listening to all of that
And this again
So I pretended up a person who was fitting in
And now you think this person
Really is me and I'm
[Trying to bend the truth]
But the more I push
The more I'm pulling away
'Cause I'm

Lying my way from you

[No/no turning back now]
I wanna be pushed aside
So let me go
[No/no turning back now]
Let me take back my life
I'd rather be all alone
[No turning back now]
Anywhere on my own
'Cause I can see
[No/no turning back now]
The very worst part of you
The very worst part of you
Is me

This isn't what I wanted to be
I never thought that what I said
Would have you running from me
Like this




>'Hit The Floor'

There were just too many
Times that people
Have tried to look inside of me
Wondering what I think of you
And I protect you out of courtesy
Too many times that I've
Held on when I needed to push away
Afraid to say what was on my mind
Afraid to say what I need to say
Too many
Things that you've said about me
When I'm not around
You think having the upper hand
Means you've got to keep putting me down
But I've had too many stand-offs with you
It's about as much as I can stand
So I'm waiting until the upper hand
Is mine

One minute you're on top
The next you're not
Watch it drop
Making your heart stop
Just before you hit the floor
One minute you're on top
The next you're not
Missed your shot
Making your heart stop
You think you won

And then it's all gone

So many people like me
Put so much trust in all your lies
So concerned with what you think
To just say what we feel inside
So many people like me
Walk on eggshells all day long
All I know is that all I want
Is to feel like I'm not stepped on
There are so many things you say
That make me feel like you've crossed the line
What goes up will surely fall
And I'm counting down the time
'Cause I've had so many stand-offs with you
It's about as much as I can stand
So I'm waiting until the upper hand
Is mine

One minute you're on top
The next you're not
Watch it drop
Making your heart stop
Just before you hit the floor
One minute you're on top
The next you're not
Missed your shot
Making your heart stop
You think you won

And then it's all gone
And then it's all gone
And then it's all gone
And then it's all gone
Now it's all gone

I know I'll never trust a single thing you say
You knew your lies would divide us
But you lied anyway
And all the lies have got you floating
Up above us all
But what goes up has got to fall

One minute you're on top
The next you're not
Watch it drop
Making your heart stop
Just before you hit the floor
One minute you're on top
The next you're not
Missed your shot
Making your heart stop
You think you won

And then it's all gone
And then it's all gone
And then it's all gone
And then it's all gone
Now it's all gone





'Easier To Run'

It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

Something has been taken
From deep inside of me
A secret I've kept locked away
No one can ever see
Wounds so deep they never show
They never go away
Like moving pictures in my head
For years and years they've played

If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could
Stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave I
would

If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could
Stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all my shame to the grave
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

Sometimes I remember
The darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories
I wish I didn't have
Sometimes I think of letting go
And never looking back
And never moving forward so
There would never be a past

If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could
Stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave I
would

If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could
Stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all my shame to the grave

Just washing it aside
All of the helplessness inside
Pretending I don't feel misplaced
Is so much simpler than change

It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

It's easier to run
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made
It's easier to go
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could
Stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all my shame to the grave




'Faint'

I am
A little bit of loneliness
A little bit of disregard
A handful of complaints
But I can't help the fact
That everyone can see these scars
I am
What I want you to want
What I want you to feel
But it's like
No matter what I do
I can't convince you
To just believe this is real
So I let go
Watching you
Turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here
'Cause you're all that I got

I can't feel
The way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal
This damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored

I am
A little bit insecure
A little unconfident
'Cause you don't understand
I do what I can
But sometimes I don't make sense
I am
What you never want to say
But I've never had a doubt
It's like no matter what I do
I can't convince you
For once just to hear me out
So I let go
Watching you
Turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here
'Cause you're all that I got

I can't feel
The way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal
This damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored

No
Hear me out now
You're gonna listen to me
Like it or not
Right now
Hear me out now
You're gonna listen to me
Like it or not
Right now

I can't feel
The way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
I can't feel
The way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal
This damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored

I can't feel
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored



'Figure.09'

Nothing ever stops all these thoughts
And the pain attached to them
Sometimes I wonder why this is happening
It's like nothing I can do
Will distract me when
I think of how I shot myself in the back again
'Cause from the infinite words I could say/I
Put all the pain you gave to me on
Display/But didn't
Realize/Instead of setting it free/I
Took what I hated and made it a part of me

[It never goes away] never goes away

And now
You've become a part of me
You'll always be right here
You've become a part of me
You'll always be my fear
I can't separate myself from
What I've done
Giving up a part of me
I've let myself become you

Hearing your name/the memories
Come back again
I remember when it started happening
I'd see you in every thought I had and then
The thoughts slowly found words
Attached to them
And I knew as they escaped away I was
Committing myself to them/and every day I
Regret saying those things/'cause now
I see/that I
Took what I hated and made it a part of me

[It never goes away] never goes away

And now
You've become a part of me
You'll always be right here
You've become a part of me
You'll always be my fear
I can't separate myself from
What I've done
Giving up a part of me
I've let myself become you

[It never goes away]
Never goes away, never goes away
Never goes away
Get away from
Me
Gimme my space back/you gotta just
Go
Everything comes down to memories of
You
I've kept it in but now I'm letting you
Know
I've let you go So get away from me
Gimme my space back/you gotta just
Go
Everything comes down to memories of
You
I've kept it in but now I'm letting you
Know
I've let you go, go..

And now
You've become a part of me
You'll always be right here
You've become a part of me
You'll always be my fear
I can't separate myself from
What I've done
Giving up a part of me
I've let myself become you

I've let myself become you
I've let myself become lost inside these
Thoughts of you
Giving up a part of me
I've let myself become you



'Breaking The Habit'

Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
[Unless I try to start again]

I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm
Breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight

Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again

I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So I'm
Breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight
'Cause I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
To show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So I'm
Breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight



'From The Inside'

>I don't know who to trust
No surprise
Everyone feels so far away from me
Heavy thoughts sift through dust
And the lies

Trying not to break
But I'm so tired of this deceit
Every time I try to make myself
Get back up on my feet
All I ever think about is this
All the tiring time between
And how
Trying to put my trust in you
Just takes so much out of me

I take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
'Cause I swear/for the last time
I won't trust myself with you

Tension is building inside
Steadily
Everyone feels so far away from me
Heavy thoughts forcing their way
Out of me

Trying not to break
But I'm so tired of this deceit
Every time I try to make myself
Get back up on my feet
All I ever think about is this
All the tiring time between
And how
Trying to put my trust in you
Just takes so much out of me

I take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
'Cause I swear/for the last time
I won't trust myself with you
I won't waste myself on you, you, you
Waste myself on you, you, you

I'll take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
'Cause I swear/for the last time
I won't trust myself with you
Everything from the inside
And just throw it all away
'Cause I swear/for the last time
I won't trust myself with you, you, you



'Nobody's Listening'

Coming at you..

Yo peep the style and the kids checking for it
The number one question is
How could you ignore it
We drop right back in the cut
Over basement tracks
With raps that got you backing this up like
[Rewind That]
We're just rolling with the rhythm
Rise from the ashes of stylistic division
With these non-stop lyrics of life living
Not to be forgotten
But still unforgiven
But in the meantime there are those who wanna
Talk this and that/so I suppose that
It gets to a point where feelings gotta get hurt
And get dirty with the people spreading the dirt
[It goes]

Try to give you warning
But everyone ignores me
[Told you everything loud and clear]
But nobody's listening
Call to you so clearly
But you don't want to hear me
[Told you everything loud and clear]
But nobody's listening

I got a
Heart full of pain/head full of stress
Handful of anger/held in my chest
And everything left is a waste of time
I hate my rhymes
[But hate everyone else's more]
I'm riding on the back of this pressure
Guessing that it's better
I can't keep myself together
Because of all this stress
Gave me something to write on
The pain gave me something
I could set my sights on
You never forget the blood sweat and tears
The uphill struggle over years
The fear and trash talking
And the people it was to
And the people that started it
Just like you

Try to give you warning
But everyone ignores me
[Told you everything loud and clear]
But nobody's listening
Call to you so clearly
But you don't want to hear me
[Told you everything loud and clear]
But nobody's listening

I got a
Heart full of pain/head full of stress
Handful of anger/held in my chest
Uphill struggle/blood, sweat and tears
Nothing to gain/everything to fear

Heart full of pain/head full of stress
Handful of anger/held in my chest
Uphill struggle/blood, sweat and tears
Nothing to gain/everything to fear
Heart full of pain..

Tried to give you warning
But everyone ignores me
[Told you everything loud and clear]
But nobody's listening
Call to you so clearly
But you don't want to hear me
[Told you everything loud and clear]
But nobody's listening

I've got Heart full of pain
Head full of stress
Nobody's listening
Handful of anger
Held in my chest
Nobody's listening
Uphill struggle
Blood, sweat and tears
Nobody's listening
Nothing to gain
Everything to fear
Nobody's listening

[Coming at you]



'Numb'

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless
Lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure
Of walking in your shoes

[Caught in the undertow
Just caught in the undertow]
Every step that I take is
Another mistake to you

[Caught in the undertow
Just caught in the undertow]
I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
Become so tired
So much more aware
I'm becoming this
All I want to do
Is be more like me
And be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly
Afraid to lose control
'Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you

[Caught in the undertow
Just caught in the undertow]
Every step that I take is
Another mistake to you
[Caught in the undertow
Just caught in the undertow]
And every second I waste
Is more then I can take

I've
Become so numb
I can't feel you there
Become so tired
So much more aware
I'm becoming this
All I want to do
Is be more like me
And be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me
With someone disappointed in you

I've
Become so numb
I can't feel you there
Become so tired
So much more aware
I'm becoming this
All I want to do
Is be more like me
And be less like you

I've become so numb

I can't feel you there
Tired of being what you want me to be
I've
Become so numb
I can't feel you there
Tired of being what you want me to be